Problemssss~~~

Few days ago Shin Yee told me that there is a lot of things bothering her. Same goes to me. You might think that I have a happy family. I have my grandparents and parents living with me but there are a lot of problems between us.Two days ago, while everyone busy making and enjoy eating tang yuan, there were some arguments between my family members. Now, my grandma is at her brother's house. This is not the first time she run away from house to other people's house. Few days or a week later, she will come back to my house again. Arguments always happen in my house. So damn annoying. Before this I was thinking how nice if I have another house for me to go to. Now I have another house but my mother don't let me to stay there whenever I have no class. She always wants me to be at home. I DON'T LIKE TO BE AT HOME!!! 

That is only one of my problems. I am fat. I am not eating much nowadays but I am not losing weight! I do exercise too but it doesn't help. =(  Yesterday, I went for facial. The beautician told me that my face looks fine but if all the pimples burst out then it will be a terrible one. I don't know what can I do about it. I don't have that much money to do treatment now. I just hope it does not burst out. I have very bad temper recently, even worst than before. I get angry at anything and everything especially my mother. I am so sorry mom. I can't control my temper. The most important one is I did not get the result I want previous semester. I find it difficult to get for this semester. T_T

Eiiwwwww.....

My brother is currently working at Pacific Coffee Shop. So sometimes he will bring back foods because those food cannot be left to sell on the next day. I will try those food out. Well this is not my point for now. There is this one night he brought back sandwiches and pasta. I ate one of the sandwiches. It is half of the organic egg sandwich. Later, my brother starts to eat the other half. He took his first bite but did not swallow anything into his stomach. Then he said the sandwich was not good already. Then I was like 'Huh!!! I ate it!!!'. haha~ I am that stupid that I don't even know the food cannot be eaten anymore. He brought back the sandwich again. This time he asked me to make sure it is in good condition. To be honest, I am still not sure is it good but I had it all in my stomach already XD.

Need to change~~

I know I have been asking you a lot for your help these days. I don't know why but I just feel like finding you every time problems come and you will try to solve it for me. Whenever I have things to do, you will do it for me when I asked you to help. You are just too kind and I am just too lazy. So I always ended up asking you to do things for me. haizzz~  But, as a solution, I decided to delete your phone number from my contacts and don't find you in any other ways. Although I remember your phone number, but I hope it works. I don't online at night but in the morning because you are not awake yet. So I will not have a chance to chat with you. Then I won't think of you so much. As a conclusion I won't think of you to help me =D. Hence I won't disturb you so much^^. You also won't find me annoying. Am I right?? haha~

ME~

Exam is around the corner but I am not studying yet. I am still playing tetris almost everyday, not getting enough sleep, and busy disturbing people around me. What a few 'good habits' I have. Haiz~ Maybe I know that I still have time to revise or because the first paper is moral which is not an important subject. My second paper also my last paper for this semester that is sociology is on 19th of December. I really do have a lot of time to revise. However getting enough sleep is always a must for everyone. Instead of sleeping, now I am sitting on my bed with my laptop from not raining till raining and now the rain has stopped. Yesterday, I slept at 7 in the morning and woke up at 10.30am. I am tired but I don't feel like sleeping. There is something that keeps bothering me. It causes me to be so moody and does not feel like doing anything. I can't even sleep. Don't ask me what it is because I don't have the answer. I need someone to discipline me. I wonder who can take this responsibility. =.=