*HIM*

i m afraid tat i really like him jor...i m not sure bout tis feeling but i hope its not real...i do think of him quite often...he does not treat very good and not very friendly to me all the time...he sometimes look fierce 2 me when he is talking me...however he is sometimes very friendly to me la :)...sometimes only la...i always tell others tat i m scare of him bcoz he is fierce...haha...but they keep on telling me tat "he is friendly"..."he is ok geh"..."he nth geh la"...haha...so izit i think 2 much o he treat me differently..?i don't get it...but i used to tell myself is i think 2 much n i misunderstand him 2 make myself feel better...it does works but only for a short period of time =(... i keep telling myself not 2 interact so much wit him anymore but i can't do so...haiz...so shud i stop searching around n let him b the 1..?i duno...