I had my first paper for my year 1 sem 1 degree. The paper is not easy or I should say it is difficult :(. I know I didn't do well. To be exact,I did very badly. I did not get an answer for every question I did. I need an A for this subject in order to get a first class honour for my degree because I know the papers in future will be more and more difficult. Furthermore,I have external papers to take. So in future I not only have to concentrate on my university's papers but also my external papers. This is the reason I have to get nice result and earn more GPA so that it is easier for me to get my first class degree. But first class degree seems way to far for me to get. I think I cannot spend time on other activities other than my studies.
After the paper,my mood was utterly bad. I had decided to walk home because I want to cry. However,I am a little too "clever". I walk to the wrong way T_T. I told yi hong that I am lost. Then bee ling and him came to find me. This shows me that I am not independent and so useless. I can't do my paper well and I can't even go home myself.
I think I better stop and continue to study. I have no time to waste. bb=)
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