The news...

Today, while I was on my bed about to take a nap, my phone rings. Is my mom. I picked it up and she told me my grandma had admitted to the hospital this morning because she vomit blood. I din't think much about it. I know she will be fine because she looks healthy all the while. So I took my nap. Later, after dinner, while I was cutting some fruits, my mom called. She said she have something to tell me but I have to be strong. The only thing in my mind is my grandma. Then she said grandma is in a very critical condition now and might pass away anytime tonight. I was so shock and nervous that time and I can't hold my tears anymore. After I inform my brother about it, I called Cheah and asked him can he fetch me to the hospital and he said yes immediately. How lucky am I to have a friend like him. =D I was crying and praying the whole journey. Cheah left after he had dropped me. I stop crying and rushed up to the wad. I saw my relatives sitting outside the ward. I walked in to the wad without talking to them. I am afraid that I don't get to see her for the last time. When she is in front of my eyes, my tears start to fall again. My mom asked me to tell grandma everything will be fine but I can't talk. I feel like crying. I tried to calm down, wiped my tears and go near her. She was sleeping. I called her and she responded. She recognized me. She is still very conscious but she didn't talk much. She asked me to go home only. I told her I will go back later and asked her to rest. So she continue to sleep. Awhile later, my brother reached. He came in with my aunties. He did the same thing I did. We stayed by her side around half an hour. Then we stay outside the ward so that we will not disturb the other patients. We had some conversations. I got to know more about what is going on with my grandma during the conversations. There is a cut in her lungs. Blood enters the lungs come out through the mouth. We do breath with mouth. The passage where the air goes through to enter the lungs is the passage for my grandma's blood come out from the lungs. But we still don't know why there is a cut. When the time shows 2.00am, my big aunt asked us to go home. She and my small aunt will stay there to take care of my grandma which is their mom. I din't cry on the way home. I was relieved that she is still alive.