Adrian 陈凯旋

He is currently not in KL. He has been away since last Monday. I don't know where he is. He might be enjoying himself or busy working. He seldom update his Facebook and Instagram. I really miss him very much. Or maybe I should say every baby A miss him. He said he don't have mooncake to eat on this mooncake festival. Adrian, do you want me to mail a mooncake to you? XD
Hope to see you soon <3

Adrian 陈凯旋

Adrian!!! Yesterday I went Leisure Mall to see him. The real him looks a lot more better than photos. He is really very handsome and friendly. Before this, I do not know why people say he is friendly because he don't comment in my post. Hahahaha... But now I know, he is really damn friendly. I regret that I did not say bye to him and I din't shake him with him. ARGHHHHH!!! Nevermind, at least I took a photo with him. I am the third person who let him sign but I leave only after he left. He might not remember me but I can't stop thinking of him. Go like his page! https://www.facebook.com/pageadrian Support him! <3

Can't hold my tears T_T

Today, loss model's coursework mark has been released. I failed. I only get 16 out of 40 for my coursework. I knew my coursework mark will not be high but I don't expect fail. I only got 4 out of 100 marks for test 1. I lost my mood when I got back the paper. I told myself I will work hard for test 2. I did. But I only score 51 out of 100. I thought I could get 70. I was very disappointed with myself. I did the tutorial twice but my hard work just doesn't pay off. Lecturer gave tips but I still can't score. Am I that weak? I really don't know. I sometimes do think of giving up. Maybe I really do not have the potential to be an actuary. However, I won't give up. I will do my very best for final. I still have 60 marks in hand. I still have the chance to pass. I will fight for it!!! I still can get an A-. Don't be too greedy~ haha =D

support support support!!! =D

Elecoldxhot is going to Las Vegas for World Hip Hop International competition. They are the only crew representing Malaysia =D. There are many crews from other countries joining this competition as well. It might seems difficult for them to win but there is still a chance for them of course. I totally have confident on them! Joe, Chriz, Dennis, Joey, Fuzz, Faruq, support u guys Elecoldxhot!!! All the best~

EMO T_T

My bad temper has returned. I was a bit rude to my dad just now because I was in a bad mood. I know I am not supposed to be rude no matter how worst is my mood but I just can't control myself. Here comes the story why am I so angry. My brother needs to online to search information for his assignments but we don't have wi-fi at home. We only have a broadband which I bring it to my hostel. So my brother suggested to get Unifi. However my mom said it is too expensive. So I she said I share the Unifi in my hostel and my brother will use my broadband. Everything will be fine if my brother is fine with the broadband. But he said broadband is very slow and he cannot use his watsapp. FUCK SHIT!!! Just because everyone is using watsapp then you want to follow? You can survive now without internet at home so what is the problem with slow internet speed? I have been using it for two years. Why must people be so picky? So now my mom found this package with one home modem and on-the-go modem. So she said I will be using the on-the-go and we will be sharing the home. She came out with this just after I told my housemates that I am sharing the Unifi. It makes me feel bad. I am afraid that my housemates will be unhappy with it. Why can't she just keep the decision that she had made?

Things to be done...

He found the one that he loves and loves him too. Luckily I am just admiring him only. =) I am going to continue to search for a target.
This week is the third week of the semester and I feel like I am falling behind. I must finish risk tutorial before I go to bed and get all the attended tutorials done by this Friday. Not to forget my risk's assignment. Must get part of it done by next Wednesday. Ohya... Totally forgotten about it, the bills! Have to pay water bill tomorrow and electricity bill this Saturday. I not yet submit my particulars to my risk's lecturer and nit yet study for online exercise for loss model. So many things to do yet so little time for it ><. Girl, I am sure you can do it. gogogo~

me =(

I find myself useless most of the time. I don't have the confident that others have. I don't think I can get things done myself. I always feel that people don't like to talk to me, don't like to hang out with me and don't need me in their life. I don't achieve good result, don't look good, not tall enough, not slim enough. All these really bring my level of confident to zero. Can anyone tell me what am I supposed to do to make me feel more confident???