The news...

Today, while I was on my bed about to take a nap, my phone rings. Is my mom. I picked it up and she told me my grandma had admitted to the hospital this morning because she vomit blood. I din't think much about it. I know she will be fine because she looks healthy all the while. So I took my nap. Later, after dinner, while I was cutting some fruits, my mom called. She said she have something to tell me but I have to be strong. The only thing in my mind is my grandma. Then she said grandma is in a very critical condition now and might pass away anytime tonight. I was so shock and nervous that time and I can't hold my tears anymore. After I inform my brother about it, I called Cheah and asked him can he fetch me to the hospital and he said yes immediately. How lucky am I to have a friend like him. =D I was crying and praying the whole journey. Cheah left after he had dropped me. I stop crying and rushed up to the wad. I saw my relatives sitting outside the ward. I walked in to the wad without talking to them. I am afraid that I don't get to see her for the last time. When she is in front of my eyes, my tears start to fall again. My mom asked me to tell grandma everything will be fine but I can't talk. I feel like crying. I tried to calm down, wiped my tears and go near her. She was sleeping. I called her and she responded. She recognized me. She is still very conscious but she didn't talk much. She asked me to go home only. I told her I will go back later and asked her to rest. So she continue to sleep. Awhile later, my brother reached. He came in with my aunties. He did the same thing I did. We stayed by her side around half an hour. Then we stay outside the ward so that we will not disturb the other patients. We had some conversations. I got to know more about what is going on with my grandma during the conversations. There is a cut in her lungs. Blood enters the lungs come out through the mouth. We do breath with mouth. The passage where the air goes through to enter the lungs is the passage for my grandma's blood come out from the lungs. But we still don't know why there is a cut. When the time shows 2.00am, my big aunt asked us to go home. She and my small aunt will stay there to take care of my grandma which is their mom. I din't cry on the way home. I was relieved that she is still alive.

Adrian 陈凯旋

YAY!!! He is back! He is updating again! =D I have something to share with you guys. It is taken from Adrian's Facebook.

Can u guys see the rainbow around the sun? It is so beautiful but nothing seems to be better than the return of my dear, Adrian. He went to Tokyo for a week. During that 1 week, I was so moody. Nothing is interesting to me. All I do is look at his old photos and statuses. But now, everything returns normal ^^. I can view his Facebook page every hour and like his post as usual. =)

Adrian 陈凯旋

He is currently not in KL. He has been away since last Monday. I don't know where he is. He might be enjoying himself or busy working. He seldom update his Facebook and Instagram. I really miss him very much. Or maybe I should say every baby A miss him. He said he don't have mooncake to eat on this mooncake festival. Adrian, do you want me to mail a mooncake to you? XD
Hope to see you soon <3

Adrian 陈凯旋

Adrian!!! Yesterday I went Leisure Mall to see him. The real him looks a lot more better than photos. He is really very handsome and friendly. Before this, I do not know why people say he is friendly because he don't comment in my post. Hahahaha... But now I know, he is really damn friendly. I regret that I did not say bye to him and I din't shake him with him. ARGHHHHH!!! Nevermind, at least I took a photo with him. I am the third person who let him sign but I leave only after he left. He might not remember me but I can't stop thinking of him. Go like his page! https://www.facebook.com/pageadrian Support him! <3

Can't hold my tears T_T

Today, loss model's coursework mark has been released. I failed. I only get 16 out of 40 for my coursework. I knew my coursework mark will not be high but I don't expect fail. I only got 4 out of 100 marks for test 1. I lost my mood when I got back the paper. I told myself I will work hard for test 2. I did. But I only score 51 out of 100. I thought I could get 70. I was very disappointed with myself. I did the tutorial twice but my hard work just doesn't pay off. Lecturer gave tips but I still can't score. Am I that weak? I really don't know. I sometimes do think of giving up. Maybe I really do not have the potential to be an actuary. However, I won't give up. I will do my very best for final. I still have 60 marks in hand. I still have the chance to pass. I will fight for it!!! I still can get an A-. Don't be too greedy~ haha =D

support support support!!! =D

Elecoldxhot is going to Las Vegas for World Hip Hop International competition. They are the only crew representing Malaysia =D. There are many crews from other countries joining this competition as well. It might seems difficult for them to win but there is still a chance for them of course. I totally have confident on them! Joe, Chriz, Dennis, Joey, Fuzz, Faruq, support u guys Elecoldxhot!!! All the best~

EMO T_T

My bad temper has returned. I was a bit rude to my dad just now because I was in a bad mood. I know I am not supposed to be rude no matter how worst is my mood but I just can't control myself. Here comes the story why am I so angry. My brother needs to online to search information for his assignments but we don't have wi-fi at home. We only have a broadband which I bring it to my hostel. So my brother suggested to get Unifi. However my mom said it is too expensive. So I she said I share the Unifi in my hostel and my brother will use my broadband. Everything will be fine if my brother is fine with the broadband. But he said broadband is very slow and he cannot use his watsapp. FUCK SHIT!!! Just because everyone is using watsapp then you want to follow? You can survive now without internet at home so what is the problem with slow internet speed? I have been using it for two years. Why must people be so picky? So now my mom found this package with one home modem and on-the-go modem. So she said I will be using the on-the-go and we will be sharing the home. She came out with this just after I told my housemates that I am sharing the Unifi. It makes me feel bad. I am afraid that my housemates will be unhappy with it. Why can't she just keep the decision that she had made?