2012

Year 2012 is not a good year for me. I had chicken pox where I still have the scars with me now. It  has been almost a year but the scars just don't want to go away. Then, I lost my Iphone. I was using it for a month only when it is being stolen. Fuck the thief. After that things doesn't go too bad until the release of my degree year 2 sem 1 result. I failed my loss model. I failed my coursework but I thought I could pass since I really know how to do during final. However, result still shows a 'F' for that subject. This is the first subject I fail in university. I do ask myself "Am I too stupid to study Actuarial Science?". The worst part is my grandma has passed away. She has left for a month, but I still cannot accept it. I always got a feeling that she is still with me as if she is still alive. I really miss her very much!!!
Year 2012 is really the worst year I ever had in my 20 years life. I hope 2013 will be a better year for me. :)