Super emo

I am very down tonight. I don't know why. Maybe it is because of him. I guess I have really fall in love with him. I cried. I just can't hold my tears. I start to feel emo when I know he didn't reply me after he saw my msg. But he doesn't really have to reply anyway because my last message to him is "okay =D" . I know I shouldn't be moody because of this, but I still feel like crying when I think about it. Am I stupid? There might be more and more moody posts coming up in the future because I know I won't be happy if there is still him in my heart. I don't see chance between us.