How I feel inside...

I feel that sometimes I doesn't know how to communicate with people. Some people around me can be really fake. I hate to pretend. I hate to be fake. I know it is difficult to survive in this world like this. Besides this, I have another thing to say. People don't stick with me when there are others around. They can left me alone walking behind them without turning back to see if I am still around. I am sure they wouldn't know if I am lost. Well I know, I am not the popular kind. Not to say that I wanna be the centre of attraction but I just need a little attention. People tends to ignore me when we are in group. I will always be the listener because none of them will listen to me when I speak up. As time goes by, I turn to be more introvert.