What does the word 'friend' means? To be honest,i don't really know. Will everyone forgets their old friends when they have their new friends? Or they just actually forget those friends that does not bring any benefits to them? Or they will only forget friends who they feel not fun hanging around with? Why do people actually chooses friends?
I have a lot of questions today,maybe its because i feel lonely due to I think that I don't have a good relationship with my friends. I am not informed that she is on a trip with her family. As I know we are best friends. She was so good with me before this when I was helping her in creating a story where the truth value of the story was not known by others but now she din't even contact me if I don't find her.
Talking about my other friends. I was not informed that they are having a trip to Melaka. I was only told about the trip on a day before the trip starts. I hope the trip was not real but its real.
What is the problem with me that my friends will not remember me when there is any event? They will only remember me whenever they need help or i was there when they are planning for the event. Is a friend like me really so unimportant? Sometimes,I do not know who can I approach when I need help. Someone did lie to me saying that he is busy so he can't help but I saw him in cyber cafe. Playing in cyber cafe is more important than helping me. I tried to seek help from other friends but no one appear to help. From that time onwards,I know how 'important' I am.
I don't post on facebook. I don't even update my status like most of them do. Its because I do not get respond from others. This shows that no one cares about me. They do not even bother to comment on my post. So why do i need to update my status since no one is looking at it and no one really care what is happening to me.
However,I am glad that I stil have few friends who really cares about me and will show up to rescue when I am in trouble. =)
