EMO T_T

My bad temper has returned. I was a bit rude to my dad just now because I was in a bad mood. I know I am not supposed to be rude no matter how worst is my mood but I just can't control myself. Here comes the story why am I so angry. My brother needs to online to search information for his assignments but we don't have wi-fi at home. We only have a broadband which I bring it to my hostel. So my brother suggested to get Unifi. However my mom said it is too expensive. So I she said I share the Unifi in my hostel and my brother will use my broadband. Everything will be fine if my brother is fine with the broadband. But he said broadband is very slow and he cannot use his watsapp. FUCK SHIT!!! Just because everyone is using watsapp then you want to follow? You can survive now without internet at home so what is the problem with slow internet speed? I have been using it for two years. Why must people be so picky? So now my mom found this package with one home modem and on-the-go modem. So she said I will be using the on-the-go and we will be sharing the home. She came out with this just after I told my housemates that I am sharing the Unifi. It makes me feel bad. I am afraid that my housemates will be unhappy with it. Why can't she just keep the decision that she had made?